New year... New me??

With 2015 now here its got me more than ever thinking about it and all those "new year resolutions" and yes they are all cliche and we hardly ever stick to them (if you did stick to yours this year then well done as I can't even remember what mine even were!) but this year I want it to be different, while setting the normal resolutions I also want to set myself goals of what I want to achieve and I'm just starting a list and the first one the list is pass my driving test and get my driving license as I've just started (on my 6th lesson) I'm hoping this is something that I can achieve, getting a car on the other hand is a different story! I also want to blog more as I really enjoy it and maybe start a schedule but we'll see, as for resolutions I really want to spend more time with my friends and make memories that count, I also want to make new friends (I am really shy so that one might not happen so easily or at all) I want to get more confident and be happy and worry less as I spent most of last year worrying about stupid things that I don't need to worry about. I also want to go out and do more photography.

I want to know if you have any resolutions or goals for 2015 and what they are
Thanks for reading
Byeeee <3

November favorites

I know I'm probably a bit know as we are getting deeper and deeper into December but its better late than never. I've never done a favorites before but I love watching favorite videos and finding out new things to try, so here I go.

My first favorite is a book, as I am a massive book worm and I love getting lost into a book and just escaping the world for a while and this book is Life Enternal by Veronica Wood, its the sequel to Dead Beautiful and its such a page turner, but if you are anything like me then you would have to start reading from the first book in the series as I can't stand reading a random book in a series without reading the ones before it, I won't give much away but its about a girl who falls in love with this boy who is undead and in the second book, Life Enternal they try to find a secret that will give them life imortally. But you'll have to read it to find out more.

My next favorite is gingerbread lattes from Costa Coffee, which suprised me as I don't like gingerbread but I really love these and they taste just like winter, but I can only have a small one as even after that I start to feel a bit sick, but they are a nice winter treat for now and then or all the time!

My third favorite is Taylor Swifts new album 1989, even though its been a favorite of mine since it came out, being a swiftie myself I was counting down the days for it being released and I have to say Taylor never disapoints, being use to her country albums its was a adjustment to get use to her new pop album but Taylor does it flawlessly, and as for her Blank Space music video, that might be one of my all time favorite music video she has ever done.

My fourth favorite is of course Mockingjay part one, I have been a fan of the series since the first Hunger Games film came out and after watching it at the cinema and found out it was a book series I had to read the books and I was not disappointed, with the Catching Fire film blowing the first Hunger Games film (which I still dearly love) out of the water, I was super excited to see how Mockingjay part one would turn out and it was amazing, especially as I was a bit skeptical as in the Mockingjay book the first part doesn't have as much action in it as the second half I thought that they did really well and I'm so excited for part 2 even though it will be bitter sweet when it all ends.

And thats all my November favorites, make sure to comment below all your favourites for whatever month you are reading this in, and I will see you in my next post.

Byeeeeee ❤

Long time no see

Its been nearly a year since I last used this blog, I guess you could say I'm the kind of person who gets into something but never sticks to it, but I'm determined to this time, I've always loved the thought of having a blog and I'm always inspired by all the youtubers and bloggers I follow but the number of blogs I've started and never really done anything with is really bad, I guess you could say that I'm scared to put all my feelings and thoughts out for people to read (thats if anyone is reading) but for me I know its the best way to get all my thoughts out, especially as I'm a worrier, I get anxiety woth lots of things and mild panic attacks but it has been getting better, I also love writing, so at school whenever everyone was moaning as the teacher had set a writing lesson I would secretly be cheering as its what I love, I'm also hoping that this blog will help with my photography as thats what I want to do in life but I never really get out there and do any, I always get sucked in into youtube videos and things on tumblr, I'm now 17 and I'm starting to look at everything I've done in my life and its not that much, and it scares me, what have I done in the 17 years I've been alive that I could be proud of achieving and its not that great, I want to to have done something good with my life and see the world, I want to be someone that atleast one person will remember for a good reason, for the most part of the year I was quite depressed and my anxiety was really bad, one of the reasons would have been because I was in year 11 and I had all these exams which all the teachers made out were the most important things you will do and they were wrong, all those exams will only help me get into a college and its what I achieve there and at university (if I go) which will affect my life, I've also realised now that the relationship I was in then was affecting my life in a bad way, but of course I thought it making my life a whole lot better, after not being in that relationship for a few months I've been happier and not as anxious, anyway I've rambled on enough now and I promise that not all my post will be like this or get this deep, but I felt that I needed to get all of this out.

have a good day and stay positive,
Byeeeee ❤